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~Farellemoon - Jennifer Rae Allen
Purple Wolf
24
Female
Denver, CO


I panicking now!

Jul 14, 2008 1:50pm

I am, I'm totally panicking over here. I don't want to go back to school this week (The Art Institute of Colorado for those who aren't sure) because I just... never wanted to walk back through those doors a student ever again.

I ended up uncovering more than I frankly wanted to over the summer in regards to college. All relating back to something that happened YEARS upon YEARS ago where I stood up to a teacher for being an idiot. I hate Steve Peirce. Like HATE him, as a teacher and as a human being. That man has no soul.

And I really should have known better than to poke at something with no soul...

Anyways, the thing was that eventually word spread around the school that I was fragile. That I could break at any moment, it's best to just not say anything to me about my art, and pass me on down the line until they could just graduate me and be done with it. O_O Are you f#@king kidding me? This cause a divide among the staff into two sides - those who would keep trying to push and those who wouldn't even if they were paid too... which they were. I got a few good ones on my side at the very least but... they've been falling out of the school since. Seriously, one of them is gone, one has plans to leave and both Don and Ellen appear to be on the verge of being forced out.

HUH???!!!! Sometimes I wish I weren't so neck deep into the school's politics... it is a UGLY place right now.

Anyways, it would seem that I am down for the count. I either go back this week and try to force myself through two more years or I give up... forever.

I need some serious help here.

Also, why did I type this here? I promised people I'd let them have a chance to know about me as a human being and not just a purple wolf. So... now you know.

Comments

  • ~FoxyTangerine said:
    Jul 14, 2008 8:28pm
    wow... I can see how that would be a problem. I wish there was something I could do. I'm with Angel tho, stick with it. I know you as a strong person and you always have friends to fall back on that can support you and vouch that you do indeed, rock.
  • ~angel2342 said:
    Jul 14, 2008 5:28pm
    As much as classes can suck sometimes, and also the politics and drama that is sometimes involved, I'd say stick with it. 2 years seems like a long time, especially under those conditions, but in comparison to the rest of your life, it's just a small little blip. Plus it couldn't hurt to have a nifty degree or knowledge about whatever it is you want to do.
  • ~DrakkenRavenclaw said:
    Jul 14, 2008 4:38pm
    All I got to say is that I never liked school and Im A LITTLE glad nothing interests me as a career choice so Im not stuck going to a university for 4 or more years. Then again, what the heck am I going to do for a job? Damn~
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