Jul 21, 2008 4:00pm
this thursday is dooms day...
trying to keep a good disposition but its haaaarrrdd....considering.
I wanna breathe and be ok again but i cant i try and try but it all hits me at the worst times...
i always fucking ask why? but obviously i was meant to be fucked with. Whatever...
I got art block and i wanna run and run and ruuuun faraway..//they're moving me again...and i dunno if can take this...i enjoy change but not like this...i finally settled in and what o they do? kick up the dirt once more...I'm just ried i guess my emotions are waaay out of wack. All my friends here fucking suck. I just noticed my 'best friend's' boyfriend stole SOMETHING ELSE from me...another has a kid on the way and refuses to get a job and beats his pregnant girlfriend but strangles my ex when he accidentally hits a chick...
my other firend is becoming a man whore X3 and the boy i kinda liked...i found out is fucking EVIL. fuck smoking weed doesnt do the same as it used to...everone is like omg it makes me so happy! it makes everything funny...me...i get stupid and quiet. :/
rantrantrant
i'm gonna shower and go for a walk...fuck the internetz.
HOLOCAUST.
Jul 22, 2008 12:18am
Jul 22, 2008 12:13am
I just felt like I needed to finish up that part... :)
Jul 21, 2008 6:17pm
Jul 21, 2008 4:41pm