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I'd rather you hate me for all that I am. Then to love me for something I'm not.
Boredom and rebuilding.
I'm writing this blog for two good reasons, 1. I need a new blog to share some thoughts with you and 2. I'm bored out of my mind like I always get this time of year. I'm bored because I have free time on my paws, you may not understand that, but I am a wolf that always needs something to take his focus and when I Don't have anything to take it, I find it hard to find something to do. But anyway I have something on my mind and I thought best to wright down before the thought floated away like a butterfly, as mine usually do If I can't stay focused long enough. I have been doing some research, just for fun, about why we furies think and behave the way we do and I managed to stumble accost a ,though slightly misinformed, presentation on my on-demand service. On it one coyote talked about how he had to artificially change his behavior so that humans would not think he was strange. And something hit me like a half brick to the skull. I had been doing the same thing, but the sad thing is that I have been doing this for so long that I don't know where the my true nature ends and where the artificial behavior starts. I have had to hid my true self to keep the rednecks off my back for so long that I forgot a part of who I am. To tell the truth there was no point in me even attempting to cover it up because things continued to slip though without me knowing it unless someone brought it to my attention. Pulse all the fights I got into means that It failed in the long-run. This may just be a case of,psychology student's syndrome, but if it's not then I have a self infected wound that I must now work to heal. I have some work to do to get the artificial blockers down to lat all of me free to express himself, but now I have a place to lat it go now. I use-to think that I was alone but I know different now. At times it doesn't seam real but at lest it is there.
About
I’m shy but fun once you get to know me. I like to do physical work in the field because, while I am intelligent enough to do a desk job, I get fidgety if I stay indoors too long and I'm bit of a forest child .I’m a deep minded intellectual individual that considers himself well rounded. I also consider myself a dedicate Christen but don’t let that scare you away, most of my friends aren’t and I’m not going to burn you at the stake or anything. All and all I can’t put who I am into words so you are just going to have to get to know me aren’t you? I’m here to make some friends because I’m a wolf that is tired of standing by himself. I'm also an artiest but I wouldn't say I'm a good one.
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I like
to hang out in the woods, ride motor cycles , chill with fiends and the simple things in life like camping and hiking. I like the winter cold and snow because I overheat easy and it keeps me cool, because of my high body temp. Which is going to make it hard to keep a fursuit on when I finally get one. Maybe I can invent a cooling system to go inside of fursuits?
I listen
to everything BUT country and blue grass.
I watch
TV: all the CSI’s, Scrubs, and not much beyond that.
ONLINE: Zero Punctuation AND IT IS COMIC GOLD! http://www.escapistmagazine.com/videos/view/zero-punctuation
I play
Real life: Um, The game of life? And with my Pups Snow and Lady, (I would have given them better names but I didn’t name them.) And sometimes my dad.
Video games: Shooters, RPG’s, and horror survival games.
I read
The Bible for starters, though not as much as I should. Then the lineup includes, but is not limited to, Horror, Action, Adventure, and Ecology and Behavior books. I know the last one stands out.
User Information
Sexual orientation: Heterosexual
Relationship status: unhappily single
Occupation: House renovating.
Ethnicity: What dose this matter? I'm white.
Religion: Christan
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Jan 5, 2009 3:44pm
I hope to get to know you better as my own list of friends is pitifully small.
Jan 3, 2009 9:40am
After a online talk with another fur here we believe that dogs and close wolf hybrids are more picked because there more common in house holds than say...a lion, a pather or a shark. If everyone had a shark tank in there house more furs would more than likely pick aquatic furs than what we have now.
Jan 2, 2009 4:44pm
Jan 2, 2009 4:43pm
That's a lot of digging you have been doing. I don't have the motivation to do all that. I have been doing some research on what makes us, furs, think; both from the insiders view and the outsiders. I've found a ton of mixed answers, everything from well organized thoughts too complete pile of stinky shit.
Yes I've seen Furspace you'll have to tell me what it is like to use it sometime.
I like to see your character when it's done. As you can see by my work on DA, I can't drawl. But even if i could I wouldn't be happy with it tell you thought it was a photo.
I have a bunch of crap I have to wade though when I get back to school.
Jan 2, 2009 3:27pm
-I looked at all 4330 profiles on MyFursona and im working a blog about some of the finding I found out for my Furry SSS part 3.
- I joined FurSpace another Furry website
- I've been wokring on some music tracks I'm going to put online
- I'm also working on my charcter sheet on my Anthro Charcter and trying to draw my anthro self.
- I've began laying plans for a anthro comic Idea I've had. I'm a good writer but a terrible artist so progress on this and my charcter sheet has been slow.
- Also Xbox Live and other games
I like this time because I don't have work or school so I'm free to be creative and do whatever. But in 2 more days I'll back on the grind.
Jan 2, 2009 9:46am
Uh............Ginger Ale?
Oh yeah I remember my mom had it one time and the hospital gave her these anal pills.
Well...
Good luck and get well soon
Jan 1, 2009 6:40am
Jan 1, 2009 6:39am
My fursona was originally all black but then I had a 3rd person dream and I had a white strip running down my chest and my eyes and muzzle had white on them. At first I didn't like it, but after awhile I thought that it look cool. I added the markings on my front paws latter. I can't wait tell I can get my fursuit. But I'm broke and I live with my parents. so It will be awhile. plus, I have college to pay for.
I have a Q. How did you get your fur name? Mine came about in two parts. Turret came to be because when I went over to a friends house to play games. one of his friends come over, some times, and we had the same name. I always took the biggies gun I could find so they started to call me Turret. Wolfheart cam to be because I like to think that I have a wolf heart. But I like to be called TW for short or just Turret.
You know, when someone finds something out about you and tell don't like it so they try to change it and when that doesn't work they take the emotional equivalent of ripping out your heart. O.K. so that wasn't so clear but I don't know how to put it.