i am strained, contained, hairbrained and estranged.
i am stranded on the hairsbredth of air separating the cliffside from the ocean surge.
i am jello, formed in a cup but easily melted.
i am the pleasure-pain pull of hair trying to regain control.
i am out of control.
i am the most hesitant, eager to join, timid to start, loud to finish, walking contradiction self-deprecation has ever seen.
i am not going to throw up.
i am the sick-sweet smell of liquorice pastilles from the dime store.
i am the wide eyes of the bystander.
i am chronically addicted to creating my own prisions; after all, the government gives 3 squares and rec. time.
i am the musk i wish i had evolved to smell.
i am twirl tied bags next to unused twistie ties.
i am the most fearless, timid, courageous, chickenshit, $3.95 discount, high quality spazz on my dad's insurance.
i am the quiet poetry of a foreign language that i can't speak.
i am a reality protester, bent on pursuing other dimensions.
i am guilty. of everything. guilty as charged.
i am the wrong word at the wrong time, the wrong touch in the wrong place, the wrong type for any application but...
i am the right man to care.
i am the gift of loam in the winter storm, but i warn you: i have bugs in me.
i am tired. always.
but
i am passionate. always.
tae kwon do, international relations, the world, peace, love, caring, cereal, chocolate, etching, drawing, marshmallow things, wolves, the environment, imagination, daydreaming, playing outside, dragons, make-believe, swirly lollipops, animals, harmony, quiet, music, colours, traveling, bic pens, diddy kong racing, reading, fantasy, friends, magic.
rock, folk, industrial, emo, screamo, harcore, techno, trance, dance, rap, hip hop, experimental, indie, blugrass, metal, speedcore, irish, dub.
Avatar: the last Airbender
Battlestar Galactica
Movies
Basically no games.
Diddy Kong racing for N64 (the only platform I know how to work).
EVERYTHING.
i read constantly, fervently and like it were as essential to life as breathing.
ask me if you wanna talk about books! it would take too long to list everything here!
Sexual orientation: Homosexual
Relationship status: Taken
Occupation: Student
Ethnicity: Irish, English, Norweigian American
Religion: Christian buddhist, always open and accepting.
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